i'm really trying very hard not to panic. exam in less than 12 hours - i'm tired, not ready (at all!), lightbulb blew to greet me when i returned from the library and the nose just had to start bleeding. i'm paranoid paranoid paranoid scared paranoid that i can't remember a single thing but. 'In my distress I called to the Lord; I cried to my God for help. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came before him, into his ears.' v6 because 'The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God s my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is the shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.' v2 'You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning; my God turns my darkness into light. With Your help I can advance against a troop; with my God I can scale a wall.' v28-29 'He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; you stoop down to make me great. You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn.' v34-36 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my savior and my God. My soul is downcast within me, THEREFORE I will remember you from the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon - from Mount Mizar. Psalm 42: 5-6 so i decided that i should just quit studying for tonight and go to bed. maybe the brain will return to me by 4am, when i wake up. things should be better then - they have to be.