maybe i have to move to the taylor's hostel after all. she mentioned that the springst rent is very steep. i've never thought much about it... but now that i do, hey! it IS steep! it's important she finds something that meets her expectations so it's all good. now, what am i going to do (again.) updated update: (huh) while reading through a few posts i realised that i never think much into many things and things only hit me when i actually sit down to think think. in other words "i've never thought much about it" has been way overused in my life. so maybe i've been moving through life too quickly to notice the fine details. but then again, i always thought that i think too much. maybe its selective. and maybe i'm extreme - i either dont think or think too much. i need balance. but i believe indifference is a much easier extremity. no? so now i'm not just crazy. i'm confused. Are you there, God? It's me, *su. Can you hear me? Oh good you can...could you please drop me a housemate from where you are? Just don't let it (it?!) fall on my head. Thanks. Talk to you later, God.