when i declare that i'm on a diet - i seem to want to eat everything. and once i get off it, everything that i craved for previously seemed to lose it's appeal. ditto with everything else. somehow, i always want things that i cannot get and it drives me crazy in the process because i.cannot.do.anything.about.it! gie was telling me about how she heard a song while walking past Law Library and it reminded her of 2-years-back. (i think i've been extremely wary of that library ever since) now that she mentioned, it occurred to me that 2-years-back aint much different from the now. it's like the same shit, just different people involved. stuff always happens close to the exams. they always do. it's a wrong time! then again, when is a right time? thank goodness it'll all be over in 1 week. 1 week, then i won't feel that bad about feeling bad. (does that make sense?) oh su, you can do better than that. you were almost....getting good at it. i just want to dress up as a vampire and disappear into the halloween world. and i've put up an itinery below the tagboard. ask me out when i'm in town, will ya?