i can't believe i made it to work this morning after going to bed at 5 last night. e stared at me in disbelief and told me i did well. i had to agree...and gave myself a pat on the back. i know this is going to sound damn stupid but i think i've decided to do my honours in st vincents. i cant remember being anymore indecisive than this. i realised ive been going around the labs/institutes trying to find something that is similar to what i have now. smack me on the head but i only realised it today. the svi group is rich, has published lots of papers, has a nice bright new lab, has space for students, is made up of nice people.....and they have freaking loads of applications that they wont even bother looking at because they don't want anymore than 2! (err. jq and i.) and then i go omg what am i doing not taking up the offer! so yes. here we go. wonder what my mum will think when i tell her i've decided to change my mind again :) i'm bored. but i'm tired. so i refuse to do anything much. it doesn't really feel like a birthday - i still dont feel any older. but thanks for all the greetings anyway -phone, sms, friendster, msn, blogs, anything! :)