i'm giving bittorrent another go now that im on an imac because i could never seem to get it to work on my pc. if it works out, i'd be watching charlie and the chocolate factory in 13 hours. i wish my house and csi miami downloads would quit 'waiting' and start 'downloading'. but i shall not be greedy. i know ive been away from home for a while when i get excited to see that chinese odyssey 2002 (i admit. i secretly have something for tony leung) is going to be on australian tv. i know it's sbs channel and it's supposed to show foreign films but to me, it's australian tv nonetheless. foreign films are supposed to be french, not hongkie. but as much as i've been away for a while, i really do not want to go back. i hope things will work out in a way that allows me to stay here for a long long time. i have the rest of my life to spend in singapore anyway. returning next year (crap, that's in a few mths!) is way too scary.... probably because i never even thought about it. im extremely disturbed. i have been extremely disturbed the whole weekend. i need to stop worrying. i have a bad habit of coming up with Plan A, Plan B and Plan C for everything. what's worse is that my plans are impulsive plans. but plans cant be impulsive. it doesn't make sense....but i never do make any sense anyway.