as the rest of the girls prepare for tomorrow's test, i can't help but feel so thankful i didnt take another semester of patho because it would have driven me up the wall by now. with that, i assure you brave girls, you'll be in my prayers tonight.

going out for solitude walks have been my form of remedy for a heavy heart. there's just something about staying at home that makes me more frustrated...especially with the mayhem in my room (still trying to dig out stuff to sell!). (besides, everyone else is studying for a test. who's going to entertain me if i dont entertain myself.)
but i know that it's a sure sign i'm getting older when i realise gone are the days when i had no qualms (at all) about going out alone late at night. age has somehow increased my sensitivity to every dodgy sound.

isn't it strange how both love and fear can make your heart beat faster?

lou found this cheesy saying on ivillage that goes "where your feet leads, your heart will follow"- which until now i've found no meaning in. but my feet did manage to bring me to docklands... which was good because my heart needed to go somewhere prettier than the city.


there are some people who have so much character that you can immediately describe them. and then there are those like me who have such an undefined character you can only used generic terms such as "nice" and "friendly" if you're polite enough or "boring" and "awful" if you're candid enough.

in all honesty
if i asked you to describe me in 3 sentences, what would you say?

can you even say?