i really don't understand why even though there are so many of us, we always end up taking different flights. even when we all leave on the same day...we still take different flights. urgh. taking a plane alone always makes me feel lonely. ok that came out quite strange. but i dont usually feel lonely when i'm alone...unless i'm on a plane. i dont know. maybe because i'm leaving a part of my life and returning to another part of my life that i've abandoned for too many mths. and then i get all teary-eyed watching dodgy movies...and even more teary-eyed when i see the singapore skyscrapers. then again it could just be pms. always blame it on the hormones. nonetheless...i'm back in a familiar room where everything is just so in order it's making me all fuzzy inside. the marble's squeaky clean, my clothes in my wardrobe have been rearranged into even neater piles than before, clean sheets, blankie that has been air-ed in the balcony and the best bit? a tableful of new goodies. hiaks. i'm seated before an ancient computer that is driving me up the wall. it takes slightly less than forever for something to load....and when it does like freeze up (too frequently) it'll add this extra rap-y thing to my music. hiak. speaking of which, you know that your comp is really old when you find extremely strange songs on your playlist. murphy struck and my sim card aint working. so if you need to get me or something before i actually get to you, drop me a mail and i'll give you my home number. which is quite pointless because i don't reckon i'll be home much. but it's better than nothing i guess. oh my aircon aint working too. ok it is kind of working but whatever that is coming out of that darned thing on the wall is more pathetic than my fan. melting su. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIN. see you real soon :) this is going to be the first night in many weeks i'm going to get unrestricted sleep. no more 3-4 hrs a night for a long, loong time. don't wake me up. (gown fitting tmr. crap)