HELP i really should start sleeping before 6am. some part of me just refuses to do so. i dont know why. i'm so tired but i just cant bring myself to go to bed. anyhoos, i noticed how everyone is getting busy trying to do something about their lives. and i mean do something. not bum away like me. i'm so guilty of a boring lifestyle. it's just a routine of going to school and coming back to non-enriching activities. what happened to the good ol' days of CCA? im sure many have set out resolutions early this year to at least accomplish something. be it to take up a new language, a new sport, exercise or some kind of hobby. i've seen many getting proactive, trying to reach their goals even if just by taking small steps. and then i ask myself WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING? my passion for life is slowly seeping away. i miss my willingness to try something different. i hate being stuck in rut...with the inability to budge from my comfort zone. by this time last year, i've already taken rowing classes. i need to do something about myself. now. distract me please from this mundane life of mine. anyone have any suggestions on what i can do that is cheap yet enriching? i really should consider that sewing machine that i've been longing to get since more than a year ago.