Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah part of me (the one dressed in red, with little horns and a fork) is saying GIVE UP NOW. i'm confused, i cannot remember anything, i'm tired and i'm DISTRACTED over the lousiest things. argh. and i'm in the midst of packing now. although i'm meant to be packing, my room looks chibaboomed with half packed boxes and black garbage bags all over. i can barely walk and i'm highly doubting my ability to pack EVERYTHING before i leave on the 27th. i'm seriously dreading moving on to my clothes. im so FRUSTRATED. i need to vent my frustrations. but i think i will not. because i found out my cousin's little baby girl passed away today from a defect since birth a year and a half ago. life's more than just exams. it's too precious.