durian, invasion of privacy, to you you and you i had durian today!!!!! thanks to sofia's cell group! *big big hug and sloppy kiss* i havent had durian forever....didnt have any when i went back last yr so it was indeed good . thanks to germaine, too, for that back massage. haa. :D i decided not to make my blog public anymore. no it doesnt mean u guys cannot view it anymore...just that it wont appear on google if anyone searches for anything relevant to me. suddenly felt very intruded..... hrm u noe i was just wondering...when i admit i have a problem and am struggling with stuff (refer to previous blog entries), do ppl actually view me differently? do ppl actually think im loussyy...or have crossed over to some kinda "dark side". not trying to accuse anyone or point any fingers but i just suddenly thought of it..ya...cuz i just wanted to say that im very much the same...and am very much firm in my faith....and will stand up again (or rather HAVE stood up again) ....so here's a shout out to all fellow HUMANS who too stuggle with this almost impossible (quote tim goh hehe)life :) this blog has indeed made me a tad more transparent to the world...yet a little more vulnerable as well. heres a blog entry for lou and andrew jia you! the test is ALMOST over. praying for u! eve hehe didnt say this just now but im gonna miss u when u're in perth! *whine* pack me in??? hehe. have fun babe.... :) have a safe trip