back to earth felt like i totally disappeared for a couple of days cause i spent it with my dad. he's goin back tonight and im depressed. >< anyway the times i was over at his hotel...i formulated many blog entries..shall post them after i rant abit. :D library blues i agree with vchan that the library is filled with so many memories. i cant believe such a dull and stuffy place is ever capable of that but hey it is! but not during exams. i miss the times when i get a whole table to myself, when there is hardly anyone around, when handphones never ring, when people never hiss at each other across tables. the times early in the semester when i can sit there and take my time to do my report or read the papers. when studying was not stressful. i was in bailieu today and i was so upset to find the place so packed >< it was disgustingly hot and smelly and the atmosphere was just stressful. you feel so obliged to sit there for 12 hrs and achieve a certain number of lectures...the joy of studying (if there was any to begin with) has been sapped out of it all and i dont like it! *whine* cant study at home, cant study in the library, need to find a new place. sigh i dont rem it being THIS crowded 2 sems ago >< my mummy i just realised how capable my mum is. she's my travel agent, my dad's "personal assistant" and my sister's part time house cleaner. on top of that she still has time to work, to exercise and to go on holidays. >< how come im not like that?! 100% chinese another thing i realised is that my link to china aint that far after all. my grandparents were from china. which means that i do not need to trace back generations know which ancestor of mine actually came from china (canton area). gee. which means my mum is china-chinesey altho she was born in msia. its like me being brought up in singapore though born in msia (well almost). though i keep very much of my msian identity, i dont see any china-chinese characteristics in my mum. hrm. thank goodness. oops. louise you were just saying i look very chinese?