i still cant handle the fact that i have 8am class tmr. *yawn* think i shld go to bed real real soon. hrm. prac starts tmr andim abit scared :S thats odd i noe but i have a love-hate relationship with weird pracs like these (abit of chem. abit of physics. both i hate haha) i will conquer it tmr during my 5 hr break lah *lazy* went for the cleansing stream bible study juz now and it wasnt exactly what i expected. it was much much longer than alpha....and much much more repetitive. nonetheless what the pastor on the video said abt surrendering my life to God and placing my spirit above my soul really struck me. realised that i often use my own feelings to make decisions that are probably whats not good for me. and i refuse to acknowledge it altho it could be at the back of my head. time to let go. and leave the rest to Him. still psyched and goin next week with an open mind!