when i leave melbourne can idare say that "I am already being poured out like a drink offering. and the time has come for my departue." have i fought the good fight and have i finished the rcae? worse still, when i die do i dare go up to God and ttell him that in the face...and expect a crown of righteousness. no way. for i know i have done so many things so unworthy and so undeserving of His love...so many things that He has forgiven me for..over and over again. [2 Timothy 4:6-8] yc is leaving soon...for good and reality hasnt really sank in yet...:S teaches me not to take things for granted and assuming its everlasting presence. have u taken ur friends for granted recently? time to reflect. have u taken God for granted recently? He's always there. but are we?