havent blogged for like 5 mths now?? just got reminded of its existence a few mins ago.......my rambling haven is alive again. hehe. i'm semi glad i didnt archive my posts....cause i'll prob just cringe and die when i read everything i actually had the cheek to type out just a few months ago. how i've grown in this short period of time is unfathomable. hmm.....its a new yr. good time to wipe out the bad and ugly and start anew....then again why does italways have to begin when a new yr does. shld treat everyday like a new yr. im bored. im officially bored. im so bored i cannot believe i can get THIS bored. im so bored i wish i had more school. i dont really know why im so bored. ok maybe i do. just dont want to face it. cny quickly come....friends quickly come back.....sch quickly reopen...............su quickly open up again.............to all the trials that i actually miss. that if without, life gets....really..boring..................................................................