dragged my ass out of bed this morning. too early this morning to go to Mario's for 'training'. u can call it training if you wanna make it sound as pro as mario wants it to. i'd rather call it briefing. well. whatever it is. felt it was totally unworth mytime this morn cuz i was too sleepy but its all good now. im glad i went. and im glad i got a semi-job :D you know you've grown older when you 1. cant stay up anymore 2. cant really take the cold anymore 3. just wanna nua at home on a weekend 4. dont dare to wear im-trying-to-make-a-statement kind of shirt 5. dont dare to carry that pink-bag-with-white-stars bag and think you're oh so cute i know ive grown older. but hopefully not in the been-there-done-that manner. cause i still have a long way to go. wont take credit for having "lived through alot" or being "experienced" in this journey of life.....cause i know one day i'll look back and laugh at how stupid i was....like the way i mock 16-yr-old su now for thinking she ruled the world. but one thing's for sure. at least for now, im beginning to look at things differently, i dare to say that ive matured in my thoughts, but i also know that i have much learning to do. i want my mummy. haha well. need a nap. didnt feel like i had enough sleep last nite :D